have yours

the chances don't come often
funny the understanding of a moment only comes after you've left it.
I am laughing because I don't turn right
survival mode.
no matter whats behind.

We all want to grow
come to some understandings.
but the girl
her thoughts about happiness
keep her away from
what really needs to be held
and its shrinking away at her feet.

so stay focused and be aware of whats in front of your shoes.
Thinking to much is like drinking to much its dangerous.
so the liver is clean he sobered up
but cant shut that mind off
just learning to live.

Does one understand happiness if they don't leave it. just once.
as you wouldn't understand pain until you've felt it in your  bones as they break.
from the California beaches to the mesas of New Mexico. just remember when it pours it rains.