Grow

There's this madness here
burned up and smashed together
the balance if any is largely unseen
an illusion of dreams and a reality that does not see truth
bending here to fit with the times
but life is letting old wounds heal
the larger picture only comes in small fragments
and they all seem like the wrong piece
I need and edge and I'm given the middle
between what I want and what I need
I will eventually plant the right seed