a sate of mind.

There is this madness here,
burned up and smashed together
the balance if any is largely unseen.

An illusion of dreams and a reality that does not see truth.
Bending here to fit in with the times
but life is letting old wounds heal for the first time.

The larger picture comes only in small fragments
they all seem like the wrong piece
I need and edge and I'm given a middle
between want and need
I will eventually plant the right seed.

I need to see things come true that don't hurt
How is happiness a feeling?