back down.

it can be just a part of that song
something you forgot
the sad line that makes it all worth while
or her smile in the dark
a light to keep shining
a hope to hold
something to follow for a while
it all gets tired so its useless.

tried and true but i still lie to the worst parts of you
they said ill loose my wants
never did i think though that i would need to forgive you
maybe forget that's easy enough,

i know how to replace addictions
so quitting comes slow
when nothing is faced.
try to greet the sun
and place down the moon shine.

i cry for the times i was wrong
calming the mind
is no easy task when there is no more room in the grave
who comes the closest
when her flesh will bleed at the slightest grasp
gripping to give but letting go to live
nothing so simple as that fading rainbow

never experienced uselessness
like being in that chair and watching my hands shake away everything.
hand full of pills and a mind full of a broken life
always a need for a fix just no need to repare or replace it

the bottom is rock
underneath that
its White walls and
florescent lights
vomit and sweaty piss.
half smoked cigarettes
sleepless nights and screams i
just pretend aren't mine
so if i die before I'm old
hold fast any ground you find that's true.