warm for you

theses bones rattle in this cold
everyone i left behind
held a place
a certain grace but mistakes i could not face
no taste for the stale life
but i live
I will die it
no good deaths anymore
and all these eyes lie
don't tell me mine hold truth
i know more than you
behind these hazel eyes
is pain and addiction
a dream to drowned
a nightmare to live
and plenty of smile to give
that's the easy thing
the hard part is the reciprocation
like here just take it all
no goodbyes just good luck
and the last thing you should know
is i walk fast
a back turned and used to those knifes
so go ahead
let loose
see how it feels you'll probably just be more confused
cant kill the dead
but you can frame me instead
the perfect crime
living in a 12 step line
and eleven being nothing but lies
every night the smoke is accepted as breath
and the shit passes as substance
thanks for the belly full