Laughing at all of you

I liked it better when it wasn't safe like this.

Seems like everything I touch now I have support

Back than the things I held the most pushed people the furthest away

a nervous disorder

a crushing depression that will continue to be my hardest lesson

The shakes that mimic the first fatal mistake

I can still recreate the past and just like than its a separating source

I guess that's right and wrong a visible disposition.

A fever dream but I awake and its all to familiar

Talking to myself and still going crazy but they told me that I wasn't alone.

Who else is HERE?

Desperate to feel alive

I cant find replacements and those old highs were to high I guess.

At least the lows brought changes and a chance.