What Key

I sit here away from everything
and when it becomes all to familiar it starts to fade away from what is real.

So I lay on my back looking to take tomorrow

but the missing pieces keep that door closed

So I am just a product of my surroundings
hidden from the rest of the world
mostly its hidden from me and I'm accountable only to the convictions that keep me in place.

IN place to be stuck

same song that keeps the breath in
but where would I be without all of you. and especially her.

This is my greatest downfall
my only guarantee
and if you don't know what it is you will when I walk away.

I'm not trying to get you down
I just don't have the pateintce

See I have a problem and its life and everything else was just self abusiveness.